Sembreak Starts.

"Pumapatak nanaman ang ulan sa bubong ng bahay. Di maiwasang gumawa ng hindi inaasahang bagay... Ang araw ko'y nabubusisi ako and nasisisi. Bakit ba sila ganyan. Ang pera ko ay di magkasya. Hindi makapagsine at ayaw namang dagdagan..."


Ganto mismo ang simula ng aking sembreak. Though kakasimula pa lang, parang nababagot na ko. Hindi makalabas dahil walang pera, ayaw payagan ng napaka-protektib na nanay, umuulan, malakas ang hangin. Andameng sabagal sa masayang sembreak. Eto ang isa sa mga patunay ng aking kabagutan.

Wala pa kong lapis, diretsong bolpen yan,  pansinin ang mga linya linya. Badtrip. Nauubusan na ko ng gagawin, wala pang nangyayareng maganda. woooot.

     Kakatapos ko lang basahin kagabe yung Kyou, Koi Wo Hajimemasu (Today, I'll Start Our Love, a manga by Minami Kanan) .

     Ay, let me say first na mahilig  ako magbasa ng manga, or japanese comics. Mahilig na ko sa japanese anime since nagkaisip ako, haha kinder ata ako non. Yeah, nagsimula ako sa Heidi, Adventures of Tom Sawyer, those kind of animated series with European theme (setting was on London, States etc.), uso dati yun ee. Me and my mom enjoyed watching those TOGETHER :) (until now we laugh, sharing stories about those, and we still remember). There goes my addiction for animated shows, nagtaka ko kung panu yun gumagalaw eh alam ko na dinrawing lang yun.       Humanga ako, parang, kung may natural wonders, yun yung artificial wonders for me. 
     Ayun, from them on, name that anime, I know it. Name the character, and I would tell you what anime is it from. Minsan nga, sing that tune, minsan alam ko din. haha. One thing Im smart on.
     Then na-introduce ako sa manga nung collage i guess, i mean, alam ko na na nag-eexist yun, di pa nga lang ako mahilig dahil, to be honest, nabagot ako nung first attempt ko (yun ay Naruto, sinimulan ko kasi sa simula, eh since napanuod ku na yun, nabagot ako), saka wala syang kulay. Pero nung inen-courage ako nang aking dating classmate (na crush ko dati, haha lande), nag recommend sya ng manga then tinry ko. Ang aking first manga ay Love Monster ni Riko Miyagi.

    Addictive pala sya. When you appreciate the story and yung ganda ng pagkakagawa, boom. I dont know if its just me, pero ganun yung nangyare saken. And mas lalo ako na-inspire mag draw, especially ng anime charas.
     And going back to my statement. ayun nga at kakatapos ko lang basahin ang Kyou, Koi Wo Hajimemasu. May hang over pa ko sa story, usually ganito ako kapag nakakatapos ako. Its kinda different from finishing a romantic book or something, iba yung aftertaste, kasi may visuals ee, mas lalo ko syang naaalala, And, yung mga plots ng shoujo manga superb, kung gusto mong kiligin ng superb at mangawit panga mo sa ngiti, ito ang para sayo. haha. Hindi kasi lahat ng magandang manga ay nagagawang anime, minsan they are just left mangas, hiddden treasures, waiting for you to discover them.
    Yung fantasy ng mga kababaihan na katulad ko, yun yun exactly. yung hinahanap nameng mga babae sa guys(generally), yung mga leading man dun, yun sila ee! IDEAL MEN, they are made to be perfect. How I badly wish they are in real life (kahit hindi na yung physic, kahit yung ugali na lang). They are so rare. Naiin-love talaga ko sa kanila! haha. Isa akong Moe (girls who fall in love with anime/manga characters). I confess. XD
    Magandi din yung mga Shounen na manga, like Naruto, Bleach, One piece. For Shoujo, Love Monster, Moe Kare, B.O.D.Y., Kyou, Koi Wo Hajimemasu etc.
    Try mo :D

MORE TO LIFE THAN WHAT IT IS RIGHT NOW

Naalala ko lang yung feeling nung nag-text saken yung friend ko kanina lang. ang sabi nya..

"ui kamusta? ^^ mukang ang gaganda ng nangyayare sa buhay mo these past few days ah? Share :))
then i replied...

"Oo, masaya, nagpunta kameng Bohol saka Cebu, all over Rizal, though bumabawi yung mga prof sa pagpapahirap this week, all worth it. Ang ganda ganda dun :D"

"Na-curious lang kasi obvious na kung san san ka nagpupunta. Good for you dude :))"

Then i realized how badly I want to share what I saw. Gusto ko makita din nila yung nakita ko. Kasi iba talaga yung feeling. Parang, this is life pala.

Kaya ko ito nasasabi dahil, noong highschool pa ko, ang alam ko lang na boundary ko ay ang mall na pinakamalapit samen, bawal na lumagpas dun. At pag nakakapunta ko don, kasama ang mga kaibigan o pamilya, ang saya ko na (PROMDI). At ng collage na ko, andyan na si MANILA. Aminin ko namang na-culture shock ako. Though napaka lapit lang ng Cainta sa Manila, ang mga tao na nasa lugar, yun ang iba. Nanibago talaga ako. Pero habang tumatagal ako mag-aral sa PUP, natutunan ko ng mahalin ang Manila. Pagkatapos ko ma-inlove sa Manila, dahil sa aking course, na-humaling na ko pumunta pa sa ibat ibang sulok ng Pilipinas. Kahit papano ay meron na rin akong narating, mga lugar na hindi pa napuntahan ng pamilya ko, ng mga kaibigan ko. Napagpala ako dahil sa kurso ko, kung natuluyang Educ ang kinuha ko, hindi ko naman iyon mararating agad. Alam kong darating ang panahon na mararating din nila ang mga lugar na napuntahn o mapupuntahan ko, sa mabuting kapalarang naghihintay sa kanila dahil sa sipag nila, o baka ako ang magdala sa kanila don? haha. I'm Somehow blessed, dahil di katulad ng ibang tao, REQUIRED AKO MAG-TRAVEL. THe best.
There's more out of the box. Na-inspire ako. Kaya siguro curious ako sa life outside earth ee, kasi ang pinaniniwalaan ko, outside earth, aliens, planets na undiscovered still, planet Mars, meron pang naghihintay! if i can just be an astronomer.

Kahit nailitanya ko na ang kasayahan ng kurso ko, hanggang ngayon uncertain pa din ako kung para saken talaga ang course na to (Nung nagtanong ako sa Taoist Temple kung para saken ang Tourism, ang sagot, NO) I still love it. Enjoy ko lan muna kung san ako dadalin. No plans to go against the flow muna, kasi, di ko pa talaga alam kung saan ee.

maybe in a far distant place. to be? what? i still dont know.

i'll discover an island, specie, plant, flower, planet? and will name it after me. XD

madame pa talagang pede. 

I DREAM TO SHARE THESE TO EVERYBODY :D

SOMEDAY :)) SOON!

i hope so

NOT SPARKLING, DUH!!??

We had this supposed to be acquaintance party and alumni homecoming yesterday. We really expected a TOTAL SUPERB PARTY. Cause we paid five hundred pesos, and as what we saw in the pictures on their tarps, the venue looks nice, and BIG.

But then, its so, not fun. they said it will start 4pm, but then we arrived around 6pm and it didnt even started yet. and again, FAIL. they let us eat at the end of the program proper, fell in line for so long to know that there was NO RICE and NO PASTA already. were like O_O. i dont know what to say, i felt like were made to look stupid. we stayed in front of the buffet table to wait for nothing. were not desperate for food, the point is WE PAID FOR IT. were not an idiot or anything. we are supposed to get what we paid for, and what? the organizers are the only ones who enjoyed, because they spent our money for their personal needs, which is to satisfy the profs with this grandiose facade, but to be honest, its a total wreck for us students who paid.

we just made fun of the unlimited photo booth, thats the only thing that made us happy, though we fell in line for so long, we can say that our group has the most number of pictures there. so fun :)

but then its not enough. *emo again*

THE LUCKY ONE :D

Im just so thankful for this day I cant help but to blog this :D

Kahit ang pangit ng simula ng araw ko, somehow God made a way to make my day.

supposedly 7:30 yung klase namen, at nagising ako ng 7 sharp. i was like O_O. pero pumasok pa din ako, kasi yung sa feasibility namen. ang iksi ng pasensya ko nung umaga na yon. sa totoo lang iritang irita ko sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko. Kasi worn out na ko, bad gising, dami pang kelangang gawin and yung mga tao sa paligid ko ang saya, parang ako lang ang namomroblema. so ayun. BV.

since bibili naman ako ng installer sa sta.lu, sumama na ko kina chorva at seksi don, sumabay na ko, and gusto ko din mag gala to release the BV. naalala ko yung blog ni kukie, na nanalo sya ng 400 hundred sa scratch it. nung nadaan kame don, nagyaya ako. WHY NOT DIBA? malay naten. so ayun, nag scratch kame.

AND GUESS WUT? I JUST WON P770.00, OMG talaga. super tawa kame. ang swerte. though its not thousands, thats quite a jackpot for me, and to think na ive just bought the ticket for twenty pesos. SUPERB!
sa simbahan ako bumaba, cant help but thank God talaga. masyado akong pinagpala ngayong araw, pero, the fun doesnt sto there. Superb talaga si Lord :)

That afternoon too, i got the chance to hang out with my DBF. were kind of celebrating patty's birthday for the 2nd time. so ayun. ang saya lang. PARTY PARTY! :D  crashing on dressing rooms. picture picture. food trip (scramble at mcdo). videoke. basketball shooting. tawanan to the max. EVERYTHING IS WORTH A CAMERA SHOT :D

that was us at Mcdo :)

YUM. OVERLOADED FRIES :D

"gusto mo baaaaa?? gusto mo bangggggg???? sumama :) 

me singing Alapaap of e-heads.

not really comfortable with this shoes

shootttt!!! go girls! XD

though full of shit, im happy with my life, especially with these simple form of blessings that God is giving me. 

A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE :D

LABLAYP?

hmm. Naisip ko lang. at gusto ko lang magblog ngayong araw (bawal ang violent reactions XD)

Kasi yan ang discussion namen sa LRT kanina nila tets at kristin *na-mention pa si tets, kaswerte* pati sa klase namen nung math *magaling, di talaga kame nakikinig sa reporters*  

Sabi nila di na daw ako magkaka boypren *si tets ang pasimuno*, ansasama. Baka mahipan ako. wah. LOL. 

Hindi naman sa gusto kong magka lablayp ano, kaya lang, wala naisip ko lang what life would be if i have?

its like, curiosity if a unicorn really exists. ganon.

 via happykevin

It is a choice I made. I just know na hindi pa talaga. parang kinikilabutan ako? Basta, di ko maexplain. I maybe talking immature right now, and you reading this, that have their relationships, you might think na mababaw, or nagdadahilan. Pero Im talking for myself, this is reality and this is whats on my head. 

yeah on my head. madameng beses na kong na tempt na subukan? this beating organ inside my chest tells me to do so.  and my friends would love to see me with someone. pero diba, what if pumasok ako don pero walei naman, minsan feeling ko joketime lan eh. ayoko din mag pa influence lang. at the end you'll regret about it. 

oo sugo ako ni Bob Ong, idealistic akong tao at binabase ko sa logic ang lahat ng bagay :)

Basta, darating din yun, gasgas na pero it makes sense. Im lucky now, that  I have my family, great friends, i can study, i can travel, i can freely move on this planet without that human being that would make my life full of complications, FOR NOW :) Pag di na ko nagkakagusto sa mga anime chara *di ko alam kung darating ang araw na yon kaya joke lang*. lough out loud

fin :)

08/09/10 11:12:13

im browsing on my tumblr dashboard, when i tripped on this post. i checked my phone to see what time is it, and guess what?

11:12

i was like OMG! i have to wish! i have to! and there's just these TWO things on my mind, and its kinda blur! i dont know if it would be counted -__- hope so right? 

its this problem with wishing on something unexpected. one time, i forgot the date, i think its last year, i waited for the Leonid's meteor shower. it was like 1am (according to the news it is the PERFECT time to watch the sky). i asked my mom if she could stay up with me on the terrace to wait for it, since we havent seen a meteor ever and i think its the perfect chance since the sky is clear and the weather is very fine. But she left after 15 minutes i guess, shes not that persuasive with things like science. I waited and waited, in half an hour, there it is. ive seen one, then it goes after another. you know, i was just like. O_O. im just amazed. i forgot to wish! then ive set my mind, MAKE YOUR WISH FAST! another meteor fell down and its amazing, 

GUMUHIT SYA SA KALANGITAN. i was like O_O that again! 

You'll just be amazed. STARSTRUCK. before you know it, its too late to say your wish. whatta. but then, itll left something beautiful within. im not that sure, but its the after taste for me, i dont mind if the wish will happen, its the experience that counts. :D

and lastly, i liked what tuesday vargas said,

I DONT WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN, I MAKE IT HAPPEN.

its just a bonus if your wish will come true. :))

EVERYBODY IS SICK AND TIRED

Pagod na ang tudi. Andame nameng hinahabol na deadlines. Case Study, Feasibility, Presentations, Reports.
pati minors nakikisabay, pati Rizal super namen ineefortan, to think na nag eefort naman talaga kame,
our best isnt good enough. andrama na. XD goodnight friends :D

Nahuli ulet kame ni Mr. Cabiling (Part 2) XD

Well, eto na naman, nahuli nanaman nya ko, at this time, di lan kame dalawa, halos lahat ng kag-group ko natiklo. LOL. kamusta naman ang magiging grade namen sa kanya, sa dame ng violation namen wala na ata kameng grade?

Kawawa talaga lage yung group namen (group 1). Kasi kame yung nasa may pinto, kaya pagpasok nya kame una nyang nakikita. Nagbabasa kame nun ng Hand-out sa Rizal(again). Midterm namen yun. Pero alert naman kame, Inaabangan namen kung papasok na sya. Pero walang kuwenta yung alertness namen.

Pagpasok nya nahuli nya kame. At ang sama ng tingin nya.

"HANU YYAAAN??"

Kanya kanyang isip ng palusot.
Kinuha nya lahat ng hand-outs.
Tinawag nya lahat ng may-ari nun.

ako pa na buena mano.
"dela cruz?"
   "ako po, nagpapaypay lang ako sir.."
pasimpleng bungisngis mga ka group ko.
Mukang di naniwala si sir. (pero nagpapaypay talaga ko non! swear!)

Tinawag na halos lahat, ang palusot nila, nakapatong lang sa desk nila..
at ang the best! si rose ann!

"vasquez?"
mukang inabangan nya talaga na tatawagin sya kasi lahat ng hand out may pangalan nya, sa kanya kasi galing yung original na copy.

unti unti pa syang nagtaas ng kamay.
"ee sir, nakapatong lan talaga yan sa desk ko"
 O_o yan ang reaction ni sir.

buhaha. kala namen nakapag isip na sya ng magandang palusot eh.
after nun, di na namen napigilan tumawa. TUDI THE BEST! :D

Nang Mahuli kame ni Mr. Cabiling

Naalala ko lang. Dapat matagal ko na ipopost dito yun, wala lang time, anyways let me share to you our great experience with our professor in tourism development.

Bawal gumawa ng kahit ano na hindi related sa subject nya. Kahit lumabas sya ng room ng isang oras, hindi ka pedeng gumawa ng kahit anong hindi related sa feasibilty study na pinapagawa nya. It's like BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU. ganun yung feeling.

May long quiz kame sa Rizal nung araw na yun, pagkatapos ng subject nya Rizal na, syempre as a student anu gagawin mo sa free time mo? diba magrereview ka kahit di mo naman yun matatandaan? (masabi lang na nag-aral) Pagpasok nya ng room nagtataka ko kung bakit sya nakatayo sa harapan ko, at nakatitig sya saken. at ayun nga, may hawak akong libro sa Rizal. BOOM. Dalawa kameng nahuli non. Tas sabi nya ma-minus-an nya kame (ang big threat nyang MINUS hanggang maubos na grade mo). Pero, naawa pa sya samen diumano. may big deal sya na inoffer. Pag nasagot namen yung tanong nya wala na kameng minus, so kagat naman kame diba.

"BAKIT LUMAPIT ANG GAMU GAMO SA LAMPARA?"
sagot ko naman don, "na-curious sya sa apoy?". FAIL. hmm. Mali din si kristin. FAIL again. So okay.
ang sagot daw ayyyy....

"dahil sa ilaw na nakapaligid sa lampara, ayun!" , pagkakasabi nya na super confident.
tawanan naman kameng lahat. di ko din alam kun bakit kame tumawa non. LOL.

at ang ending?

DI NAMAN NYA KAME BINIGYAN NG MINUS.
wala napagkatuwaan lan ata kame.
wat duh. -_-

My Favorite Animes :))

Just missed watching anime, and i think its good to share some of my favorites here. here it goes in no particular rank ( simply because i cant compare how good they are to another  )

NODAME CANTABILE(PARIS HEN)

watched this till the a.m. (really).the musicality of the anime, its SUPERB. bringing back those compositions of Mozart and Bach etc. plus, these two are the cutest couple ever, for me. not that cheesy all the time (actually they always fight) but there are those scenes that will make you say "woah.. how sweeeeet." :))

NARUTO (SHIPPUUDEN)

my IDOLS :) one of my most favorite anime ever.those ninja swaggers really got me hooked, from my high school days till now. ASTEEEEG. thats the only word i can describe it. following the manga now more than the anime itself. well i still love the anime, but there are those times when the flashbacks are sooooo much. 

CARDCAPTOR SAKURA

 i grew up watching this. my elementary friends knows how ive gone crazy over this. i remember i always want to go home early cause i dont want to miss this >_< LOL

 BECK MONGOLIAN CHAP SQUAD

got me head banging. this is one of those animes that made me stay up till the morning. idk. just loved these forming-a-group-starting -from-nothing concept. and the songs rocks. check out the tracks, or better yet see the anime itself to know what i mean :)) 

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB (OHSHC)

"aitaiima, yasashiikimini sakura-kiiiissss.. toimeitara ranma koishiro" i dont know if the lyrics is right. haha. the comedy will really make you LOL. if u want to forget your problems and you just wanna laugh, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND this! and sweet as a candy too :)

DEATH NOTE

"the human whose name is written in this note shall die". thats the very plot of death note. it will make you think, and it will make you curse. the real battle of minds, genius ones. every detail was well done by the mangaka of this. trust me. its SUPERB. 

K-ON!

at first i thought its just another anime like shougo-chara, super kiddy like type. but then the first anime got me hooked. the musicality is really good. it ROCKS. will make u sing along with these girls. and will make you laugh too! :D

SAMURAI X

watched this so long ago, and i think five times, the whole series. and the fun is still there. i never get bored or what. its an epic already. and hey, its airing again, weekdays 06:00-06:30 studio 23. :)) the fans still goes gaga i can say.

FULMETAL ALCHEMIST: BROTHERHOOD

i love the graphics, on how they relaunch it and improved the graphics. love the story of alchemy, transforming things, and the drama. the twist and turns of the story, whose the antagonist. it will make u think too, missing one episode will wreck your viewing. 

CLAYMORE

if youre a fan of gore movies , if you love bloodspill and such. WATCH THIS.
and Girls rules here.  i enjoyed  it though :))

A TRIP TO MY INNER SELF

I RODE A BUS GOIN HOME...

It was like 2:30 pm and I was alone goin home. My friends all have some sort of side trips. So yeah. It was raining and i dont like to ride a train, and I don't like to wait long for a jeepney plus its slippery. So i rode a bus. It was like months ago since I rode one. I think the last was our tour in Enchanted Kingdom last May.

It was kinda, not boring really. Though it took me an hour and half, I dont know. I enjoyed the ride, really. Even without earplugs on. It's kinda classic. 

And i had the chance to draw while aboard. I thought this is the perfect time since there's no one beside me, im alone by myself (EMO MODE) And I have these inspirations from the things i see while the bus was going. 

I got my sketchpad and my pencil from my bag. I told myself, “draw what you feel right now”

So I'm visualizing myself smiling looking up at the sky. But then my hand moved, weird, and different from what im thinking. 

A girl with an evil grin looking straight and those eyes, open wide. 

woah. Creepy. I was kinda confused, its bothering me.

Is it like, I'm thinking that I'm happy, living the good life but then inside I have this greedy creepy side? OMG. I’ll talk one on one with HIM later.

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HELPLESS..

While i was on my way home, along the highway, i heard a dog howling. I looked back and saw the dog in pain at the middle of the highway, rolling over and over, dont know what to do to ease the pain. A man with me on the jeepney said that the tail of that dog was rolled over by a jeepney. I dont know if its the jeepney im on or another.

I was like OMG. My jaw almost fell. I felt so bad. We have two dogs at home and if the same thing happened to them, I really dont know. My dogs also suffered from sickness and bruises from time to time, and those moments made me feel helpless. Yeah thats it. The feeling of being helpless. Dogs should be taken care of, they have so much love to give.

The moment i got home I've pet my dogs and said “take care” to them.

I wish someone helped the dog. it really affected me much. =_=

this is one of our dogs at home "pappy"

actually we had two, but dao ming si isnt that photogenic. haha. yeah thats his name, its obvious where we got it and what year we had him. FYI. my lola was the one who chose that name. we had nothing to do with it. my lola rocks. XD

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